I Used to Move FAST: Learning to Take Action in Faith When You’re Not 100 Percent Ready

This post originally started as a personal reflection I shared with my community. I’m sharing it here too, in case you’ve been in a similar season of pausing, processing, or waiting.

I didn’t intentionally disappear.

I think I just went quiet in a way that only happens when something deeper is being worked out in you.

For the last few months, I’ve been in what I keep calling a “processing season. ”Thinking. Praying. Replaying. Reframing. Waiting. And waiting a little longer.

What’s wild is… I used to move fast.

An idea would hit and I would execute immediately:

• I created and produced a full digital talk show during the pandemic.

• I wrote books.

• Built courses in record time.

• Hosted mom meetups with no audience, no blueprint, just faith and nerve.

I didn’t overthink.

I didn’t wait for certainty.

I just moved.

Somewhere along the way, my deep desire to keep God at the very center of everything slowly turned into hesitation.

Not rebellion. Not disobedience.Just… fear of doing it wrong this time.

I kept telling myself, “Let me process until I’m sure this is God.”

Which sounds responsible. It even sounds holy. But lately I’ve had to ask myself:

When did my reverence for God quietly turn into fear of movement?

The Shift

There are things I would have already started again if I wasn’t afraid of misalignment.

Creative things.

Vocal things.

Things I care deeply about.

Instead of moving, I’ve been circling them. Waiting for certainty. Waiting for clarity. Waiting for the fear to leave first.

And here’s the recent revelation that shifted something in me:

“I’ve been saying, let me process until I’m sure this is God. But the shift for 2026 is this: Let me move… and let God correct me in motion.”

Not without Him. Not ahead of Him. But with Him… moving. Because obedience doesn’t always sound like confidence. Sometimes it sounds like trembling movement.

Truth is:

I don’t have a full rollout plan for 2026.

I don’t have everything named.

I don’t have all the steps mapped out.

What I do have is a quiet knowing that it’s time to stop waiting to feel “ready” again. And maybe… that’s where you are too.

If you’ve been stuck in almost…In processing…In waiting for the green light to feel louder than the fear…

You’re not alone.

What's Next

If this resonated with you, I’ll be unpacking this more soon on YouTube.

Not as a teacher.

Not as a coach.

Not as an influencer.

Just as a woman learning how to move again.

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Thank you for staying here...through the quiet, the questions, the pauses, and the becoming. I’m really grateful you’re on this journey with me.

I know I’m not the only one circling ideas, waiting for clarity. What’s been sitting on your heart that you’re ready to take action on? Leave a comment. I'd love to hear!